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Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Its been over a month since I've posted.  Nothing much has really happened.  I started texting and talking to a new girl named Jayme but she has already made it clear that she does not want a serious relationship which is fine.  Right now I think I am so confused that I really do not know what I want.

Anyways about Jayme.  She is 23, the same age as me, she is from here so we know a lot of the same people.  She works at the Mahogany Bar as a cocktail waitress so she is very much in the bar scene, which I have not really ever gotten into.  Our conversations are great there really haven't been that many awkward pauses.  We always have something to talk about.  Her looks are fantastic she is shorter than I am,  has straight dark brown hair,  really petite, and has stunningly beautiful hazel eyes but she wheres contacts so that could be it.  Unfortunately I do not think she is the one, not because she isn't ready for a committed relationship, but because she likes to get obliterated.  Some people may think obliterated is an over exaggerated word choice but it's not.  She texted me the other night and asked what I was doing.  I told her nothing just hanging out with my nephew.  Then this is what she said "I want to get drunk!  I don't want to remember anything!"  I said "That's nice!"  She is probably not the person I want to start a life with because preferably I would like to remember the moments we have together.

So now I'm here.  But I don't mind now.  Honestly I don't think my soul mate is even in United States.  I think she is elsewhere waiting for me to come find her.  In some foreign land feeling the same way that I do.  This summer I think I'll plan a little getaway adventure to some tropical place with white sandy beaches and clear sparkling blue water.  Maybe she'll be there whether visiting or being a local.  Who knows maybe we'll share a margarita or two!

Again if anyone is reading this thanks for taking your time this is just a relaxing way of getting all of my thoughts out in the open and out of my head.

"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing." Edmund Burke